We plan, but He is the best of planners
It’s true they say. No matter how much you plan something. You wish for it, crave for it. If He says no, then no. I sedih 😔. I wished the outcome would’ve been what I wanted. I wish it didn’t hurt. I wish I didn’t have to cry throughout my drive home. I wish you walked back. Called. Stopped me. Sigh. I tried my best. I really did. How do I remove this feeling? Where’s the manual for all this. Is there a shortcut for it? Nope. Hadap je and day1 starts today. Goodluck nadh. I’m glad I drove back safely. If that matters. Yknow what’s sad? The fact that your scent was in the car as I drive tonight. I wish I could keep it in a jar. That scent~ But that’s just stupid thinking. Bodoh amat ya nadh. Orang dah buang, harap sedar diri lepas ni. You once told me, you remembered how one looked like as you left. And you didn’t want to see me cry. So I tunaikan tu for you. How I cried for minutes and minutes right after you walked away. You’ll never know how I felt that ...