My effort was ignored :(

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 Effort

Ofcourse its too much to ask when you have to beg for it. I tried. For months bukan sekejap tau. Sometimes I feel like I should keep going, sometimes like its time to just stop 😭. Do you hate me? I just wanna feel appreciated. Its been a while since I felt appreciated in something. Hmmm. Maybe I’m not good enough. Idk. I hate the word effort dari dulu. Dia macam that ill feeling towards it as if its something people tend to beg for or people just take for granted and that’s why I hate bringing it up but right now its just so f*cked up in my damn mind. 


Harini I kena kerja weekend :( Woke up lepas subuh siap terus gerak. Even ate while driving. Rasa macam picisan nya hidup. Kerja pun nak perhatian to be appreciated more. Rindunya nak mengadu, nak luahkan. Please come back 😔

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