Cold

 Things got cold. But I didn’t know it would be ‘freezing’ cold. All I wanted was for you to be there. Especially when I needed most. Tak susah pun. Ambil hati sikit pun jadilah. 

What’s all this crap for intimacy if there’s nsa. Where did all the ‘friends’ go? Is this how much I value? Nvm. No point ranting on things to people that see no value in a person. 

I just want to be happy and feel appreciated. Life got hard. No joke. Wish I had someone to open up to…without it being used against me, without the need to hide anything, without getting hurt, and most importantly without feeling like my problems are invalid. It matters to me. So if you wanna F around, then GO!